Monthly Archives: February 2010

The Eye (Pang Brothers, 2002)

‘When i was little grandma told me I was not an ordinary child.  God had given me some obstacles so that I would grow up to be an extra-ordinary person.  Now I understand what it means to be an extraordinary … Continue reading

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play the game

You say to me; ‘You need to play the game. If you don’t play the game you lose’. I try to explain; that for me losing happens when I abandon the parts of myself I like the most to get … Continue reading

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i.cannot.get.enough.of.you…

on wednesday evening as the sun fades we go to play on the beach.  Yr hands are full of starlight and when you smile that way, that way when yr face brims over with power and love, i cannot breathe. I swear … Continue reading

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me, the clouds, or the ground

i remember all those times when I spent hours laid flat on my back staring into the fiery eyes of the sun.  I had no fear of going blind then. or of ‘wasting’ time… cloud time. it used to occupy us so completely.  … Continue reading

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my first kiss

my first kiss was with a girl. We made out that it was a game and therefore unreal. But it happened. My first kiss was with a girl. Through the summer she made me boxes covered with tissue paper and … Continue reading

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sometimes when you tell lies, i know you are telling lies

what’s the point in lying when the truth tastes so much better? i’m not scared of my darkness, embarrassed by my insecurities. i’m done with playing ‘let’s pretend’ yeah, i got treasure, if you want it.  no bullshit, no pretence, no myths … Continue reading

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beginnings

starting this site feels like i am scrambling about in a darkened room, in a pair of mittens, making up all the rules as I go along. i hope it will get easier. right now i’m just messing around until i get … Continue reading

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